Divine justice. The greatest law of the universe. The ultimate judge.

Now I see, why I've been through all this. Now I know for wich crime I'm paying. If I knew then, the consequences of my actions, things would have been diferent. But I didn't. I said what I thought, and she said OK. But it was not ok. It hurt her a lot more than I thought it had. And not knowing it, she acted like a force of Karma. Hurting me, making me go through all this, even if she didn't want to. But she had no choice. Karma had a plan for me, the decision was not hers.
If only Karma would read us our rights...
But now I know why. And it makes me stronger, to know the reason for all of this. Before, I felt like shit, and there was no reason for it, and it brought me down. Now I know the crime, I accept and agree with the sentence. I stand tall and proud, ready to take whatever Karma throws at me, closing my eyes and nodding, an ironic smile on my face as I whisper "I deserve this...".
Now that I know, maybe Karma will be gentle with me? Maybe I've payed the price for long enough? I don't know, but Karma does, and it'll be just about it. I just have to sit tight and take it like a man.

In other news, I'm changin college. I've had it with my current college course, and chose to throw away the last 4 years of my life. But I'll start from scratch, this time doing something I think I'll enjoy a lot more. And it'll be at a new college, with tons more girls *winks at karma*

And so I wait for the future. It's not as scary as it was yesterday.

Also, I want to thank someone for the help. Thank you for listening to me, for saying what you really thought, for forgiving me my mistakes, for holding me and saying you understand and you wish me good luck. I love you (in a completely non-boyfriend/girlfriend way) ^^